The
riots lasted into the Halloween night; difficult to know
whether there were insurgents marching into the inner city
to support a political campaign or cause mischief of a different
kind. Authorities were confused and TV reporters wagged
their cameras everywhere not knowing what to capture. Media
was busy threading a thousand stories. Ghouls and street
entrenched protesters, in a carnival of colors blurred in
the suspended fog, well-cooked in the debris, the chassis
of hybrid cars, the Gucci and Fendi mannequins, plastic
smell of Louis Vuitton melting into fetid goop, many signs
that would have once made all nouveaux riches petite tourists
run scared for their lives now seemed to attract them, moths
to a flame.
Hugh and Terry had moved away to the city by the lakes
and mountains to escape the global explosion, the influx
of ingrate immigrants, unlike the immigrants of their ancestry,
Europeans, first generation, who had come to work hard.
Settled in a gated neighborhood away from the downtown core,
across the bridge, where the Winter Olympic Games would
take place soon. SUVs were the mandatory vehicles as public
transportation was at the very bottom of the small city
council priority list in favour of “enhanced vigilance”—that
is to say private—and other exclusive services. No
question they deserved it; they had crawled hard from the
backwaters of Winnipeg to Toronto and then up the map all
the way to L.A. and now here.
A low stream of trick-o-treaters accompanied by their watchful
parents that loved the idea of having “an extended
family” in the neighborhood; the queer eye of the
TV screen had batted its cheesy eyelash into their living
rooms with comforting slogans and decorating glances. Hugh
and Terry took turns to open the door and receive a handful
of miniature Disney characters and Joan Bennet Ramsey look-alikes;
they would dismount their parental H3s and SUVs in lovely
little hops, carrying pink wicker baskets, and shyly warning
naughtiness. There was also a pageant of Batmans, Robins,
Frankensteins and other out-a-bag dollar store renditions
of 1950s cartoons and movies never seen—endowed by
the nostalgia of their fathers. The cutest one had been
a bunch of three, two of them twins, looking like Dr. Marios
and giggling nervously, threatening mischief in minute voices.
Terry thought that one or two groups of trick-o-treaters
were too old to be doing this, probably over twelve, looking
like a catfight between Lara Croft and yesterday’s
pop sensation Christina Aguilera at her skankiest. He marched
back upstairs straddling the stairs in twos and threes adding
that once they were teenagers, “should join the throngs
of transvestites making their rambunctious way out of the
gated community and into town to get high and drunk”.
His voice got lost in the winding steps and into his atelier
at the end of the distribution hall. No fireworks, undue
noise, parties or other excesses are allowed in this family
oriented community under the purchase agreement currently
in place. By the time the last two trick-o-treaters knocked
at the door, Hugh was busying around the huge kitchen, circling
the island, whistling a Bruce Springsteen old song, preparing
succulent appetizers of all kinds for the next evening,
Saturday evening, when their adult friends would come celebrate
panic and mayhem as seen on the screens. The trick-o-treaters
might have thought Hugh was in drag, he was wearing flashy
shorts, a tank top and a floral cooking apron completed
by gym sandals. He smiled at the two boys, and noticed the
carved pumpkin lanterns almost extinguishing to give the
porch a rather somber and appropriate amber glow. He didn’t
see any headlights of an SUV waiting for these trick-o-treaters.
These two looked like they might have been given permission
to collect candy by themselves.
Hugh turned quickly to reach behind the double doors for
the leftover candy in a lovely Rosenthal bowl. Terry called
from the expansive upstairs, “Who’s it, Hon?”
“Late kids,” Hugh was about to reply when he
saw the taller one, the one dressed like a Japanese action
character—or was it Edward Scissorhands?—big
mane of hair in spikes, piercings everywhere in his nose,
eyebrow, lips and ears—they looked real!—standing
right inside the threshold by the door, inside the house.
How fresh! The second one sauntered onto the kitchen.
When Terry came downstairs, annoyed at Hugh not answering
his yelps, or the phone intercom beeps, he found the solid
main doors slightly ajar to let a draft of cool air seep
into the house, the last breath of the carved pumpkin porch
lamps. He kicked the door shut with impatience and swaggered
to the brightly lit kitchen at the very end of a long corridor.
A faint smell of charred something was flowing out from
in there. On entering the kitchen, he immediately noticed
the two young men and in a second take Hugh, tied like a
benign giant in Lilliput on the heated ceramic tile floor,
looking at him with bovine eyes.
“Hey there. You the husband—or the bitch?”
Greeted the short skinhead kid with gleaming blue eyes;
eyebrows arched inward like an emoticon. A red and yellow
toxic waste sign tattooed in his neck.
Terry ran; he ran fast to one of the doors with the alarm
system panels but the boy with the great mane of hair, the
piercings, the rags, the half-drooped-down-the-ass black
street guerrilla outfit stuck out a worn out construction
boot, the steel toe showing through—his lame foot.
Thump. Terry thudded face down on the floor and slid almost
all the way to the front door. Agile, trained, he quickly
turned around to face the spike of a sharp blade pointing
between his eyes.
They rummaged through the house while Hugh and Terry were
left hogtied. The invaders had the civility of shutting
down all cooking in the kitchen—a cheese soufflé
saddened in the convection oven—but when Terry tried
to begin to yell, one lunge of the skinhead’s white-laced
boot to his mouth left him gargling in blood and with a
loosened front tooth. Stomps and hollering rose upstairs
in bedlam. The kids were having fun, going through stuff,
talking with each other, calling others on the cell phones
they found.
“Everything will be all right.” Terry’s
voice was comforting. Hugh remained silent. “Seriously,
don’t look so forlorn. It’ll be okay, babe.”
“Reminds me of the time in Winnipeg when we got bashed
almost.” Said Hugh.
“I got us out of that, remember?” Terry added
with confidence.
Hugh blinked twice.
Soon the two young men rummaging upstairs got hungry and
came back downstairs to the kitchen, came barreling at Terry
and Hugh like bullies, grabbed them harshly, kicking in
the groin a couple of times—Wham! Wham! Ah, that’s
got to hurt—so they wouldn’t escape when shuffling
them to the dining room to bound them by hands and feet
and chest with electric tape to two robust head armchairs.
“So, who’s the bitch?” The skinhead had
taken off several layers of frayed and greasy t-shirts poked
with holes to expose a thin and pale flat chest and stomach
and chewed violently on flax and sun dried tomatoes bread
and prosciutto.
“The bitch?” Gnarled again. Hugh wormed on
his chair.
“That’s archaic. Not done.” Terry muttered
angrily.
“Betcha the thin bitch plays man—Got the balls
to speak up, he did. And uses pretty words too.” Then
louder to the kitchen, where it was raining smithereens,
cutlery and crystal thrown about. “Hey. Found out
who wears the pants in the house—Get yer’ ass
over here, man.”
The taller French Canadian street kid appeared, reeking
of stale sweat, chest and biceps strangled in grubby tank
top.
“Told you, dude, this one’s the bitch.”
And with a smirk to Hugh. “Get it often bitch?”
“I wish.” Hugh used to speaking to himself.
A grunt audible enough to get Terry to give him a prickly
stare.
“Oh-oh the missus doesn’t get it much—bitch
doesn’t get her dog much eh?—tabarnak!”
They left the dining room and could be heard foraging through
the house, in the basement, on the second floor.
“Told you to keep those knives in a safe place!”
Blurted Terry spitting some blood.
“You pay for all this security. What’s the
point?”
“Don’t start all this back-to-basics; you enjoy
the lifestyle as much as I do. They’ll take what they
want and go. I’ll have a talk with the management
company.”
“I told them to take anything they want and leave.”
“Of course they can’t take everything
they want, so don’t give them hints; they’ll
take what they can sell. Can’t you see? They’re
homeless junkies.”
“They look too good to be street junkies.”
“Too good? Well? This is hardly the time and place
for fantasies Hugh.”
“The kid’s sharp; give it to him.” Whispered
Hugh.
“Are you off your fucking rocker?” Terry’s
voice hiked a couple of octaves. “Of course you would,
you’re in heat half of the time?”
Hugh blinked twice.
And then there was no more conversation. To his right,
Terry stared himself in the huge beveled dinging room mirror
with the gilded rococo frame. In the dim light of the chandelier
he saw the two of them bound and sweaty, his chiseled jaw
looked intact. His fitted Nike sport outfit (to lounge around
home) was soiled with some blood sputters, a swelling upper
lip, as if collagen had been injected, his salt and pepper
hair and eyebrows trimmed, the intense cobalt eyes. A slight
grimace in Hugh’s countenance betrayed his bloated
feelings.
Close to 1 AM, the two kids materialized again. The skinhead
modeling a TAG on his thin wrist, fancy, the other was cinched
in a Schott NYC Perfecto 618, leather chaps, thick harness,
and a cap with menacing chains and badges. They sniggered
à la Marlon Brando in “The Wild One”.
Smoking out of the corner of their lips. Draw. Pose. Blow.
“Nice shit.” Admiring himself. “Yup.
Found it in the basement—Yours?” He pointed
his chin at Terry and spat on the hardwood floor next to
his chair, a shot of phlegm landed at the tip of his Steve
Madden sneakers.
“No.”
“Well, well, go figure, shit belongs to the pussy-whipped
wife. She’s into kink, you was into kink, right hon?”
He faked an effete mannerism.
The skinhead dragged long on a makeshift joint then stepped
up quickly to Hugh and slapped him across the face and in
one brutal yank he tore a rip on Hugh’s silly apron
and T-shirt. Something caught his iridescent eyes. With
a quick boot, he poked on Hugh’s overgrown nipples
with scars of old piercings.
“Fuck, man. Those like utters!” The skinhead
booted his bulging stomach, as if wanting to guess the contents
of such heavy luggage. Hugh’s privates buried deeper
into the folds of his flesh as he doubled in pain.
“Speak up bitch!” When standing next to beefy
Hugh’s, the skinhead age blurred between fifteen and
twenty-three.
“I used to…wear that stuff.”
“Now, you’re too fuckin’ a porker—What
happened? Made a hefty pussy out of ya, eh?” Asked
the French Canadian who was now wearing the leather.
Hugh looked at Terry momentarily like a wounded sea lion
hauling a voluminous baggage away from the waters of the
sea. A conk to the side of the head left Hugh partially
deaf for a while.
“What the fuck happened bitch?”
“I guess marriage happened.” The answer was
spoken at the floor, mutedly. “What? The cat got your
tongue?”
Louder, shyly, Hugh said, “Le marriage, c'est
c'qui est arrivé!”
Amused. “Uh-Uh, there’s trouble in paradise,
bitch” and the French Canadian kid in full leather
regalia released a slow and long waft at a joint. Hugh’s
face momentarily disappeared in a stinking nimbus. They
hipped-hopped around the living room before Hugh and Terry’s
astonished eyes.
Chorusing, “Trouble in paradise, trouble in paradise,
la, la, la, la” they played air guitar and bobbed
their heads.
“Nice crank you got here.” He said producing
a small plastic bag from his front pocket. “I put
only a bit in this joint and wow, dude! Hmm. Better than
shakers.”
“Told you to quit that shit.” Blurted Hugh
without facing his husband.
“There’s trouble in paradise, oh yup, trouble
in paradise.”
And thus caroling, they left the room.
“You and your fucking addiction, Terry. Now, they’re
high and dangerous.”
“Addiction? How the fuck do you think I manage to
work all the long hours I work to live like this?”
“I could work.”
Silence
“I’m a chef.”
“You were a chef, darling. Anyway, this
is not really the time and place, Hugh.” Terry’s
words whispered without losing the uppity tenor his employees
were accustomed to. In his Martha Stewart wannabe decoration
company the “love for the work and detail” were
primary values. “I told you to chuck out all those
sleazy leather garments. I knew they would one day embarrass
us—worse, they are giving them ideas.”
“They mean something to me.”
“Spare me Hugh. Not that soap about how S&M helped
you reclaim your dignity and self-image after being at the
gates of hell.”
“That’s how I met you!”
“Yup. A one night fantasy in a dungeon full of trolls
and old gizzards.”
“I could’ve been a…”
“You could have nothing. It was I, not that old Johnny
Strabler outfit, who helped you.” Silence imposed
its cumbersome reign.
By the time the jovial invaders pranced back into the dining
room, the elfin skinhead’s eyes were bewildered and
his nimble body traveled fast, hands fidgeting with sparkling
glass knobs and the orderly contents of the drawers. Ah.
Finders, keepers. He produced a radiant filet knife in his
hand and a new joint in the other. The one in leather gear
followed with firm slower steps—the biker boots might
have felt a slight tight on his large feet, on his one lame
foot. In his hand, he held a fan of withered black and white
Polaroids. “Wow buddy, ya used to be quite the hunk.”
Black and white photos with Hugh at the centre of a group
of formidable grinning men in dark bars. “Coke fucked
you up, eh?”
“I don’t do that.” Hugh’s voice
bruised with resentment.
The knife pointed in the air, far from Terry, but menacing.
“Ahhh—this is the cokehead. Good stuff you got
there, buddy boy.” Not waiting for an answer, really,
they left.
The skinhead wiped the island free of casseroles, plates,
glasses and cooking utensils with one sweep of his limber
arm. The clanking and smashing of stuff echoed through the
quiet estate. Main lights were killed and spotlights over
the island dimmed. They applied the breaks to the casters
so it would not move an inch even when Terry tried hard
to pull on the leather ankle restraints, the handcuffs,
and the collar. Hugh was in the other room breathing heavily
and his chair was dragged with effort from the dining room
to the kitchen entrance so he could have a balcony view
of the proceedings. The door bell knelled.
When he strutted back into the poorly lit kitchen, the
French Canadian kid was tightening the straps and buckles
of his newly found costume. He felt cool in it.
“Pas brillant trop trop, le garde de sécurité:
j'lui ai fait avaler une histoire de party d'Halloween gai
and he ate it line, sink and hooker." He quickly
peeled the electrical tape away from Hugh’s thick
goatee, pulling hairs. The skinhead monkey sprinted out
from the darkness, filet blade at the ready, and began to
slit Terry’s Nike garments, inch by inch, without
touching skin and slowly exposing Terry’s perfect
frame, joints, the tensed and arched wonderful ligaments
of his constitution.
“What happened?” Asked the French Canadian
kid in leather insignia sitting frankly and open legged
in a stool next to Hugh’s massive body—he whispered
it in his ear. Something was inviting in the tone of the
question. Hugh held his breath.
“Qu'est-ce qui t'arrive, mon chum?”
The blade slowly incised the compact skin around Terry’s
nipple; it circled and carved but not digging its heel in
too deep. There was a grisly synchronicity between his carvings
and the answers that parted Hugh’s lips in duress.
“On venait just de commencer une relation…
It has been ten years—on s'en fiche pas mal!"
The kid calmly said, “Les Canadiens… Les
Québécois—t'sé veux dire, ces
histoires-là des deux solitudes qu'on entend toujours...”
Terry’s chest heaved as the skinhead began to taunt
his genitals with the blade, some pubic hair cleanly split
apart. “Continu, man.” Demanded the
burly French Canadian bending almost in confidence down
to Hugh’s ear.
After a pause imposed by the blade gleaming like a hood
ornament traveling the latitude of the island, Hugh spoke
some more. “Y m’a dit de changer, de l’suivre.”
Terry was silent splayed over the table like a ceremonial
offering.
“Dis-lui, envoye, dis-lui!” The rubber
gloved hand grabbed the nape of Hugh’s neck and jerked
it up to face Terry up there hoisted upon the butcher’s
table.
“Pis comment t’es devenu si vache? Esti!”
“You made me. He told me to change; to follow you.”
Hugh pronounced into the blue rare air and stifled a sob
from his trembling maw. “Je travaillais comme
chef dans un restaurant au centre-ville, après mon
shift, j’allais prendre une bierre au sauna hard du
coin. C’était l’bon temps.”
His eyes welled up. A blunt hit to his head made him speak
English, a stubborn Wurlitzer switching records so Terry
could hear the music play.
“I changed my life to be with you. I loved you.”
The kids laughed their bellies off and caroused around
the kitchen once and out and down the basement stairs. Terry
left on the limelight of the spotlights with Hugh as his
weary spectator.
Despite his awkward posture, Terry uttered with the exactitude
of a scalpel.
“You ingrate pig, shut up—look at me, look
at yourself!” He milled each word.
“You made me think it was the best thing to do.”
Hugh talked to the tiles at his feet. “You made me
think that… you loved it—me.”
“Should’ve never taken you in—”
“‘Taken me in’? Tabarnak. You
wanted to be fucked like a whore, when you got tired of
it, you changed me—”
“I didn’t do this to you.”
“You never see. I tried to get us to where we started.”
“You mean those bad three-ways.”
“I tried other times.”
“We didn’t even know where to start by then.’
“It was like a joke—you ‘had to be there’.”
In sotto voce he added, “Lesbian deathbed.”
“No, Terry. You lost interest the day I got that
doctor’s notice. You never see what you do to others—”
“Wow, wow, motherfuckers! That’s shit is too
much too fucking deep, man.” The wiry skinhead was
insolently leaning against the frame of the kitchen door
to the basement. Aside. “I hate that fucking—whatchamakalit?—anger
management therapy.” Words spoken like he has
been there, done that. It became a mantra both kids
repeated joyfully. “Anger management, anger management.”
Coming really close to Hugh’s face the kid in leather
growled, “Ostie, c'tait 'a même maudite
affair avec mon vieux pi sa plotte, c'pou' ça qu'j'ai
crissé mon camps.” “Hey puppies,
it ain’t therapy night at the crib tonight.”
The pumped kid in leather added these words as he limped
past the skinhead holding some newly picked out restrains
from the basement. They had fun tying Terry’s legs
up stretching them up and over his head until his ankles
almost touched his forehead. He would be securely propped
up and not roll over to his sides and doused generously
with balsamic white vinegar from France to wash away some
of the blood. A pinch here, a dollop of that, add water
and mix. Before leaving the kitchen again the kids used
a turkey baster to squirt a maniacal mix into the strapped
bird in the island.
Sheltered in the darkness, they could hear each other’s
expectant breathing. No lights came from outside, not a
car passing by the lane far down the promontory in which
the massive house sat, no service person driving towards
the house.
“It’s uncanny how much that French Canadian
bastard looks like you when I met you.” Terry’s
faint voice seeped through the relative darkness, he could
see naked Hugh if he strained his neck to that side and
alerted his retina. It suddenly seemed easier to do this
now.
“They’re going to kill us.”
“They’re too high, just playing.”
Sarcastically. “Yeah. You’re one to tell—they
are high on your shit. I saw they squirted some in you.”
Terry was almost coy. “Mayyyybeee.” Then, his
voice turned almost melancholic. “I used to be so
horned up by your brawn, your accent, the lifestyle. It
was all ‘make believe’.” Nothing was said.
“Ha! You busted out of my ‘make believe’.”
“Is all you cared about? You made me stop cooking
for living and start working out for you… and I went
on the juice, for you.”
“You wanted big Hugh, darling. You got it.”
“Didn’t want to get infected.” Hugh spat
daggers across the space that separated them. “You
wanted a trophy, you—” He did not sound disparaging
but simply seemed to be assessing the years that had gone
by, like a passenger in a shipwreck, taking stock.
“Fuck all this ‘you made me this, you made
me that’—I didn’t make you infectious,
fat, or unhappy. I made this future for us.”
Mocking Terry jiggled slightly, as much as he could in his
complicated body arrangement. Terry toyed with the notion
of an ice sculpture centerpiece carved for the lavish parties
thrown to attract clients and associates, not a bad design
idea for a risqué wedding arrangement, now that gay
weddings are all the rage. He saw a gorgeous ice sculpture
placed in his kitchen island and surrounded by fresh oysters,
giant prawns, and those delicate, raw and expensive mollusks
being wallowed by a pageant of envious smirks and salivating
smiles.
“You’re tripping. We’re not coming out
of this alive.”
“You’ll have to eat your words. I’ll
get these fucking scars healed, maybe have another little
nip-and-tuck in the process.” He sounded like Siegfried
& Roy after the tiger bite incident in Las Vegas in
2003, it sounded like he was really considering it.
The syrup of coagulated blood made their tongues silent.
Where had they gone? What were those kids doing? When would
this end? Hugh could hear Terry’s pain augmenting,
his body writhing to liberate his bones and tendons from
the firmly fastened straps and buckles.
“Can’t you just see they can’t hide how
much they want me? They’ll have their way and go.”
“Tu peux être si vulgaire. We’re
not coming out of this alive.” Hugh nodded his heavy
head from side to side in tired disbelief.
“Oh eat your words, sweetheart.” Said Terry.
As if on cue, the skinhead entered the scene. The other
one must have come limping around the living room to stand
behind Hugh.
A bashful grin came to overlap Hugh’s grimace and
as a slight surprise to him and to all other three in the
room. His handsome unibrow lifted as he glanced from under
it rather wickedly. Terry's body twisted in sheer delight,
the mouth opening gaping, the eyes rolling into the back
of the eyelids as the skinhead slobbered his hands in butter.
“Hey bro’.” The kid in leather had sneaked
up from behind Hugh’s temporary throne and spoke to
his ear.
“I’ t’a tout fucké, hein?
On a vu tes photos, tes letters pis toute. T’as vendus
ton âme au diable, man. T’étais correct,
comme…”
“Tu connais rien, esti! You know shit.”
But Hugh’s wasn’t a protest as much as reconsideration.
A pair of hands dug into the butter like children playing
in the mud. Terry’s eyes winced into slits as he looked
at the ghostly hands.
“Oh we know. You live in your head upstairs too much
bro. It’s long since you gave the other head some
work out, eh?” The hands played on the island as if
it was Christmas and there was plentiful stuffing, significant
others on their way and merriment all around. Terry could
have gasped and screamed but he chose to dilate instead.
Maybe to lessen the harsh introduction. “What?—What’s
he talking about?” Terry had the wherewithal to telegraph
words. Hugh didn’t answer.
“Ha-Ha. As usual, this bitch gets all the action
while you’re stuck on the kitchen. Ya’ ‘software
widow’.” The French Canadian guy’s words
came from shadows behind to ignite an instant of recognition.
“Tu l'savais-tu, ça? Have you seen
his e-mail tricking? We just did.”
“He has turned you into a ‘software widow’
Added the skinhead, playing with a toothpick and spitting
the findings.
Terry had begun to groan slowly and a trickle of defiant
words overflowed his lips through impeccable teeth.
The thin cruel smirk of the skinhead almost touched Terry’s
lips. He gagged Terry with a handsome leather, metal and
rubber gag, the kind that keeps the mandible open and an
orifice for feeding. He praises Hugh’s hidden treasures
in the basement. “Amazing shit you got in the closet
down there bitch.”
The fleeting moment of awkward intimacy was interrupted
by a disdainful skinhead’s snigger. “Check it
out, dude, miss-loose-lips here gets it often.” The
skinhead kid joy was palpable; so was Terry’s enjoyment
much to his own chagrin. Drooling saliva spewed down to
merge with a streak of blood and fluid flowing from Terry’s
stretched hole.
“It was easy at first. Terry said that the infection
wasn’t a big deal, mais les choses ont changé.
Il m'a forcé à me battre tout le temps, à
me mettre en forme, à me développer…”
Hugh sounded out his words with an accent but clearly as
the light of the day that will come after. It was four in
the morning.
“He fattened you up when he had his share, and then
he went to eat somewhere else leaving you in the lurch,
t'es devenu comme sa nounou. That's what happened,
pig Hugh?”
Hugh sighed. “My name is Hugo.”
“I know.”
“It was easier to fuck at first, we were so happy.
But we—I got scared. Instead of getting more careless
when fucking, he became more scared of me; I was scared
of infecting him. Peut-être qu'il est répugné
par ces changements. I stopped the leather thing, the
stuff you’re wearing, ça faisait longtemps
que j'avais pas vu tout ça. Lui, il en détestait
tout.” Hugo was whimpering.
“He made you…sort of…”
“Awkward. Embarrassant. Ça te servira
à quoi de savoir tout ça?" It was
as if the skinhead had been listening to the murmured conversation
under the threshold between the kitchen and the large dining
room. Something began to slither up Terry’s back,
slow, and slow, tenderly.
“He made me awkward.”
“Snap out of it bitch.” Commanded the skinhead—to
whom? Hands busy in slow motion. “Look! Even on her
way out this bitch is having a good time.” He cleared
his throat, collected the phlegm, aimed and dunked right
into the mouth gag with a feeder hole. “And you, pussy?
Still willing to suffer for your man? Oh. That’s touching.”
Terry’s disdain overflowed. He could hardly make
himself understood with the gag on his mouth, but his scorn
was somehow clearly formulated. “Eat shit.”
A skinheads’ earsplitting chuckle shattered a Lalique
vase into a million teardrops. He jumped on the island,
like a lynx, boots side by side to Terry’s ribs, turned
around to face his naked feet, lowered his pants and took
a runny dump on his orifice.
“Eat shit. Yeah! Eat shit.” A geyser of fetid
waste raised from Terry’s gagging woofs. The island
had its own volcano eruption, a Petit Prince’s little
world explosion. The kid in leather belly-ache laughter
roared so close to Hugo's back shoulders he felt the rasping
of a thick black goatee. There was only the dimmed light
that made the blood cozily match the Sherwood Williams cashmere
paint carefully selected for the kitchen walls, designed
to make candlelight magical. Terry moaned and shot high
nearly splattering the ceiling, contorting with pain, the
pleasure had finally stopped.
The skinhead grinned and twirled the filet knife between
his thumb and his index—a jailbird trick, surely.
He carved a capital H in Terry’s heaving massive chest.
Hugo’s huge body tied in the chair began to rise
from his slouching, not whimpering anymore. Sitting now
upright, the folds of his belly down there revealed a huge
hard on, bigger, thicker and harder than anything in a long
time, no pills involved. Somewhere behind, in the shadows
his young counterpart was, panting — Hugh felt two
ample palms slither around his trachea. The island was bathed
in reddish luminescence. The palms swayed and shook until
Hugo’s irises almost faded. “We’re thinking
of going to do business together. He is a good inkworker
and I’m a fucking great piercer.” The burly
hands grabbed and pulled Hugo’s nipples one at a time
and in one big swoosh—Hugo’s head twirled around
the room. Whoopee! –Thick stainless steel rings had
been swiftly jabbed back where they had been years ago.
Two rapid flashbulbs of memories that had been buried deep
in Hugh’s corneas. First, a smile came upon his tired
lips. And then Hugh sprinkled hard a stream of balmy Milky
Way into the warm air like a fountain cherub.

At the break of dawn when blood and sperm began to gel
amongst the debris and the grime on the floors, Hugo bobbed
his head like shy kid, contented with something simple but
joyful. The invaders finished packing, dressed in good clothes,
cleaned, and armed with SUV car keys, and expensive leather
travel bags, they came to say goodbye. Terry’s body
laid spread eagle over the kitchen island with his limbs
strewn about like a bird carcass—asleep. Hugh would
doze off exhausted and come back again but there was no
fear in his eyes when the two carefully stepped not to drag
blood in their new found shoes and wardrobe.
"J't'en souhaite une bonne, prend soin d'toé,
là.” And with the strong palm of his had
lifted Hugo’s chin. “Get that goatee back sweetheart,
you looked good. Use the stuff you got closeted down there.”
The skinhead looked like a preppie kid after taking off
the piercings, washing, and shaving himself. Terry’s
clothes were a bit big on him but not noticeably so. He
made a gesture like he was going to punch Hugh hard in the
face or the stomach but stopped in mid air.
“No more punches out of the blue from that bitch,
not for nothing. Fucking weird way of doing S&M fag,
that’ll change now. Right?” Hugo did not move
or say a thing.
“Right?”
“It will.” Said Hugo with strange new confidence.
“Er—”
“What?”
“Ah, rien, y'a rien.” The kids turned
to leave through the back deck to the garage.
“Attend!” And Hugh spoke up clearly looking
their way.—Thanks.”
In the modest awakening of this morning, the French Canadian
big kid seemed larger than life. He self assuredly turned
to the skinhead costumed in Terry’s preppy clothes
and kissed him hard on the lips, tongues swayed and locked
inside, and nodded at him with his chin that they should
be leaving now. They left.
© 2007 Francisco Ibáñez-Carrasco
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